Hahahahhaa..........
Can't stop laughing!!!
Yesterday, Super Junior release their 5th album and their first single is Mr. Simple...
Wanna see it??? Hwak!!! i'ts great!
They look so fresh up here!!!
Hope you enjoy!!!
See next time!
Fighting!!!!!
riryn
Welcome to my wonderful world
Serpihan kecil pikiran dan perasaan
Friday, August 5, 2011
Thursday, July 21, 2011
:) :) Part 2
Anyeonghaseyo........
Kemaren the best 10 OST KDrama sampe 6 aja kan?
Nah... today, I'll give you some more !
Assaaaaa!!!!
4. My Girlsfriend Is A Guminho - Lee Sun Hee_Fox Rain
Klo dah nonton dramanya, pasti suka ma lagu ini,,, agak mistis2 gitu dah!!
3. Full House - Byul_I Think I Love You
Hmm...... ni lagu jadi lagu korea pertama yang aq suka :)v
2. City Hunter - Kim Bo Kyung_Suddenly
Yeah.... this song just ordinary, but you just can't ignore!!!
1. Heartstring - Jung Yong Hwa_You've Fallen For Me
Nah..... karena q lg nonton Heartstring/You've Fallen For Me skrg ini (ep 5), & d korea jg masih tayang... Makanya q rekomendasikan deh spy di nonton Dramanya :)
Ok,,,, that's the best 10 KDrama OST.... at least, for me.....
That's it for today....
Gomawo....
Louie (lama bgt gk make ne nama)
Kemaren the best 10 OST KDrama sampe 6 aja kan?
Nah... today, I'll give you some more !
Assaaaaa!!!!
4. My Girlsfriend Is A Guminho - Lee Sun Hee_Fox Rain
Klo dah nonton dramanya, pasti suka ma lagu ini,,, agak mistis2 gitu dah!!
3. Full House - Byul_I Think I Love You
Hmm...... ni lagu jadi lagu korea pertama yang aq suka :)v
2. City Hunter - Kim Bo Kyung_Suddenly
Yeah.... this song just ordinary, but you just can't ignore!!!
1. Heartstring - Jung Yong Hwa_You've Fallen For Me
Nah..... karena q lg nonton Heartstring/You've Fallen For Me skrg ini (ep 5), & d korea jg masih tayang... Makanya q rekomendasikan deh spy di nonton Dramanya :)
Ok,,,, that's the best 10 KDrama OST.... at least, for me.....
That's it for today....
Gomawo....
Louie (lama bgt gk make ne nama)
Wednesday, July 20, 2011
:) :)
Anyeong!!!!
Hehehehhe...
baru jg ktmu td,,,, tp, liat blog sis irna, jd pengen posting lg deh...
Hehehehe
now, it's all about KDrama OST,
I'll give you 10 best KDrama OST....
10. Ost. Marry Stayed Out All Night - Hello Hello
Jang Geun Suk, soooo cute..
9. Secret Garden - Baek Ji Young_That Woman
Great voice,,,,,
8. Cinderella Stepsister - Yesung (SJ)_It Has To Be You
Among SJ member, yesung has the best voice, including Kyuhyun of course :)
7. My Princess - Taru_Kasio
Her voice like heaven...............
6. Dream High - Suzy & Kim Soo Hyun_Maybe
5. Barker King - Kyuhyun (SJ)_Hope Ia A Dream That Doesn't Sleep
Kyuhyun?? No doubt!!! His voice can melt the iceberg LOL
AAAAArrrrrrrrrrgggggggghhhhhh.... I give you 6 today.... :D Anyeong!!!!
Heerin
Hehehehhe...
baru jg ktmu td,,,, tp, liat blog sis irna, jd pengen posting lg deh...
Hehehehe
now, it's all about KDrama OST,
I'll give you 10 best KDrama OST....
10. Ost. Marry Stayed Out All Night - Hello Hello
Jang Geun Suk, soooo cute..
9. Secret Garden - Baek Ji Young_That Woman
Great voice,,,,,
8. Cinderella Stepsister - Yesung (SJ)_It Has To Be You
Among SJ member, yesung has the best voice, including Kyuhyun of course :)
7. My Princess - Taru_Kasio
Her voice like heaven...............
6. Dream High - Suzy & Kim Soo Hyun_Maybe
5. Barker King - Kyuhyun (SJ)_Hope Ia A Dream That Doesn't Sleep
Kyuhyun?? No doubt!!! His voice can melt the iceberg LOL
AAAAArrrrrrrrrrgggggggghhhhhh.... I give you 6 today.... :D Anyeong!!!!
Heerin
Monday, June 13, 2011
Bizzzzzzziiiiii.... :D
Hooooooks....!
Dari kamis kemarin d kantor banyak bgt kerjaan. But Im happy for that. makes me focus on my duty. karena biasanya seharian cuman nonton video2 korean d youtube. Yah..... kesibukan mmbuatku tidak berpikir aneh2. ato mmbuatku merasa sedih.
Di kantor Ms. Grandong protes sana sini karena retur yg aq buat. Pokoknya dia marah, untung aja aku gak kalap. aku bisa menahan diri, mencoba lebih bersabar menerima perlakuannya, kalau aku mau ngotot gak mau retur, kasian pak ikhsan yg sudah kerja keras harus bayar ppn. aku sih 'no problemo' tapi sudahlah, anggap saja penguji kesabaran.
Yeah.... That's all for today...
See you when i see you..
Pai2!
Heerin
Dari kamis kemarin d kantor banyak bgt kerjaan. But Im happy for that. makes me focus on my duty. karena biasanya seharian cuman nonton video2 korean d youtube. Yah..... kesibukan mmbuatku tidak berpikir aneh2. ato mmbuatku merasa sedih.
Di kantor Ms. Grandong protes sana sini karena retur yg aq buat. Pokoknya dia marah, untung aja aku gak kalap. aku bisa menahan diri, mencoba lebih bersabar menerima perlakuannya, kalau aku mau ngotot gak mau retur, kasian pak ikhsan yg sudah kerja keras harus bayar ppn. aku sih 'no problemo' tapi sudahlah, anggap saja penguji kesabaran.
Yeah.... That's all for today...
See you when i see you..
Pai2!
Heerin
Thursday, May 19, 2011
Chongmal michi ge da of halyu.... :):):)
Hi.......
Why don't just surving and enjoy the Digital World?
Hahahahaha...
Im addicted to Se7en now....
A little too late, but its ok... :)
Better than never...
I'll give a link to see my beautiful se7en...
It's called Better Together!! First time I listen to this song, I don't enjoy, but I getting like this song after 2 times listen. Enjoy!!!
Se7en - Better Together
Another beautiful song from Se7en called "I'm Going Crazy"
Se7en -I'm Going Crazy
I'll give you another one... It's Super Junior - Minah/Bonamana
The Japanesse version will be out on June or July this year... Just wait and see
Super Junior - Bonanama/Minah
Okay thats for today.... Next I'll give you another Kpop MV
Love,
HeeRin Shi :)
Why don't just surving and enjoy the Digital World?
Hahahahaha...
Im addicted to Se7en now....
A little too late, but its ok... :)
Better than never...
I'll give a link to see my beautiful se7en...
It's called Better Together!! First time I listen to this song, I don't enjoy, but I getting like this song after 2 times listen. Enjoy!!!
Se7en - Better Together
Another beautiful song from Se7en called "I'm Going Crazy"
Se7en -I'm Going Crazy
I'll give you another one... It's Super Junior - Minah/Bonamana
The Japanesse version will be out on June or July this year... Just wait and see
Super Junior - Bonanama/Minah
Okay thats for today.... Next I'll give you another Kpop MV
Love,
HeeRin Shi :)
Tuesday, March 22, 2011
Hallyu Wave
Anyongaseo!! :)
Halo again...
It's been a long time
Im so........... confuse lately how to write down to you.
:D i don't know where to start to tell you everything that happen to my life lately.
This "Hallyu Wave" make me can not take my head off of it. everything bout hallyu. the drama, music, ost, artists. I love it.
Misalnya aja :
* Jang Geun Suk di film you're Beautiful, Doremifasolasido, ato Mary Stayed Out All Night atau di lagu2nya seperti : Just Drag, Touchaholic, Hello hello.
* Hyun Bin : Di drama Secret Garden, A Millioner First Love, atau di lagunya That Man untuk OST. SG.
* KyuHyun Super Junior untuk lagu2 SJ seperti Sory Sory Sory, Bonamana, Atau di Solo nya untuk OST Barker King Kim Tak Go yg berjudul Hope is A Dream That Never Sleep.
Kok cowok smua yah?
Iya, Ada beberapa cewek yg aku suka seperti
* Song hye Kyo di drama Full House bareng Rain
* Wonder Girls di lagu mereka Nobody
Benarnya masih banyak, tapi karena penulisan nama2 mereka yg rada "beda" dari yg biasanya. maka susah sekali di hafal...
Yah begitulah sampe2 q mimpi di marahin sama temenku gr2 gk bisa bahasa korea Hahahahahaha
Ok. That's it for today.....
pai2
Love rr
Halo again...
It's been a long time
Im so........... confuse lately how to write down to you.
:D i don't know where to start to tell you everything that happen to my life lately.
This "Hallyu Wave" make me can not take my head off of it. everything bout hallyu. the drama, music, ost, artists. I love it.
Misalnya aja :
* Jang Geun Suk di film you're Beautiful, Doremifasolasido, ato Mary Stayed Out All Night atau di lagu2nya seperti : Just Drag, Touchaholic, Hello hello.
* Hyun Bin : Di drama Secret Garden, A Millioner First Love, atau di lagunya That Man untuk OST. SG.
* KyuHyun Super Junior untuk lagu2 SJ seperti Sory Sory Sory, Bonamana, Atau di Solo nya untuk OST Barker King Kim Tak Go yg berjudul Hope is A Dream That Never Sleep.
Kok cowok smua yah?
Iya, Ada beberapa cewek yg aku suka seperti
* Song hye Kyo di drama Full House bareng Rain
* Wonder Girls di lagu mereka Nobody
Benarnya masih banyak, tapi karena penulisan nama2 mereka yg rada "beda" dari yg biasanya. maka susah sekali di hafal...
Yah begitulah sampe2 q mimpi di marahin sama temenku gr2 gk bisa bahasa korea Hahahahahaha
Ok. That's it for today.....
pai2
Love rr
Friday, March 4, 2011
what a nice surprise......
Hoooooooooooooooo........
Im so happy.............
I got "Employee of the year 2010" for Marketing Support!
Woooooooooow....
Never though i would get it.
It was a big, nice surprise...
Yah.... Kerjaanku pas2n. malah lebih sering salah, I don't know what happend. But,
Thanks to Allah!!!!!
I got Rp. 900.000,- Cash after tax and voucher Rp. 500.000,- which is gone in 2 hours hehehehe, trus ada barang jg, mgkn piala ato piagam, tp blm nyampe.
I send to my mom and my sisters some, buat beli pulsa. hehehehe
Yah... Pokoknya aq seneng bgt. Gk nyangka sama sekali.
Ulang tahun PT. Gapura Raya yg ke 46, yang jatuhnya tiap tgl 27 Februari, seperti biasa ada penghargaan2.
Waktu hari H, aku lagi siap2 motret mas Bayu ato Martin (karena mereka calon terkuat, menurutku)
Waktu itu aq ditugasin jd fotografer....
begitu Mr. Sudirman bilang : "Penghargaan untuk karyawan non sales jatuh pada : Riryn Septiany Lacaden"
aku bengong, mencerna sebentar lalu menutup wajahku dgn kedua tanganku tak percaya... berpikir : How can it be me? Tapi aku larut dalam rasa senang dan bangga. Usahaku selama lebih dari setahun terwujud. Usahaku untuk datang ke kantor secepat mungkin, dan pulang paling banter, mencoba bekerja lebih ikhlas, lebih keras, lebih tekun agar smua pekerjaanku terlihat baik. Q gk berharap jadi yg terbaik. "baik" sj sdh cukup.
Yah.... pokoknya q seneng bgt deh. Q berharap 2011 jadi tahun yg lebih baik, lebih indah bagiku. that's it.
Ok, see you when I see you!
Pai2
rr
Im so happy.............
I got "Employee of the year 2010" for Marketing Support!
Woooooooooow....
Never though i would get it.
It was a big, nice surprise...
Yah.... Kerjaanku pas2n. malah lebih sering salah, I don't know what happend. But,
Thanks to Allah!!!!!
I got Rp. 900.000,- Cash after tax and voucher Rp. 500.000,- which is gone in 2 hours hehehehe, trus ada barang jg, mgkn piala ato piagam, tp blm nyampe.
I send to my mom and my sisters some, buat beli pulsa. hehehehe
Yah... Pokoknya aq seneng bgt. Gk nyangka sama sekali.
Ulang tahun PT. Gapura Raya yg ke 46, yang jatuhnya tiap tgl 27 Februari, seperti biasa ada penghargaan2.
Waktu hari H, aku lagi siap2 motret mas Bayu ato Martin (karena mereka calon terkuat, menurutku)
Waktu itu aq ditugasin jd fotografer....
begitu Mr. Sudirman bilang : "Penghargaan untuk karyawan non sales jatuh pada : Riryn Septiany Lacaden"
aku bengong, mencerna sebentar lalu menutup wajahku dgn kedua tanganku tak percaya... berpikir : How can it be me? Tapi aku larut dalam rasa senang dan bangga. Usahaku selama lebih dari setahun terwujud. Usahaku untuk datang ke kantor secepat mungkin, dan pulang paling banter, mencoba bekerja lebih ikhlas, lebih keras, lebih tekun agar smua pekerjaanku terlihat baik. Q gk berharap jadi yg terbaik. "baik" sj sdh cukup.
Yah.... pokoknya q seneng bgt deh. Q berharap 2011 jadi tahun yg lebih baik, lebih indah bagiku. that's it.
Ok, see you when I see you!
Pai2
rr
Monday, February 21, 2011
huy huy.....
lohaa.......................
it's been a long time.......
banyak hal yang berubah,
mulai status yang menjomblo, rambut yang pake poni lagi, kost-an baru, okta masuk d kantor yang sama, ngekost di tempat yang sama pula.....
walah2 hidupku upside down,,,,, after all. im prety happy with all.
For my life?
I just wanna settle down with my own heart first.
After that, i'll try to find the real one for me. Or i'll make my self precious to be found.
Help me Lord...
rr
it's been a long time.......
banyak hal yang berubah,
mulai status yang menjomblo, rambut yang pake poni lagi, kost-an baru, okta masuk d kantor yang sama, ngekost di tempat yang sama pula.....
walah2 hidupku upside down,,,,, after all. im prety happy with all.
For my life?
I just wanna settle down with my own heart first.
After that, i'll try to find the real one for me. Or i'll make my self precious to be found.
Help me Lord...
rr
Friday, January 14, 2011
:)
Huyhuy......
It's been a loooong loooong time.
Yes, a lot of things happen, but i'm too scared to write down to you, sorry.
First, im not being friends anymore with him - you khow, him, him? :D
It's all because a girl really mad of me because of him. she told me im so ignorance.
Yeah... mungkin. kadang q tlalu merasa sok. tapi benarnya q cuman mw melindungi diri aja. that's it.
Makanya ku putuskan berhenti bethubungan sms, tlp, bahkan aku blok him dari fb-ku.
Eh malah Gea add aku, tapi aku gk trima. i don't wanna know abaut them anymore.
dia coba temennya yg add aku, tp ttp aq gk trima. It's hurting.
It's all clear now.
Second, I break up with one. 3 days ago. 11 Januari. it's strange, I feel nothing now.
I just don't know what to feel. It's ok, maybe I'll find "The real one" later. one or two month later. I don't know. All I know is I don't stop believin' kata Glee (hehe)
One, sempat kaget waktu aku telephone, dia nyerocos panjang lebar ttng kesibukannya, tapi langsung q cut. aku bilang " kita putus aja yah" dia lalu diam, lalu bilang "km knp lagi?"
Aku cuma bilang gk bisa lagi sama dia, dia blng kamu sdh punya yang lain y? Gak lah, bukan masalah itu.lalu dia bilang " yah, kalau km sdah tidak mau lagi, sy ndak bisa maksa" Yah, bgitulah akhirnya, kita putus. aku deg-degan. langsung lapar. sampai hari ini aku hanya ingin makan dan tidur...... Hehehehe
Third, Im so exiting cos okta bakal join d Gapura as Marketing. Lucu bgt, dia begitu banyak pertanyaan, pokoknya macem2 deh.... aku mpe bingung jawabnya.
Dia masuk mulai awal februari. I can't hardly wait!!!!
That's it
Bye for now...
It's been a loooong loooong time.
Yes, a lot of things happen, but i'm too scared to write down to you, sorry.
First, im not being friends anymore with him - you khow, him, him? :D
It's all because a girl really mad of me because of him. she told me im so ignorance.
Yeah... mungkin. kadang q tlalu merasa sok. tapi benarnya q cuman mw melindungi diri aja. that's it.
Makanya ku putuskan berhenti bethubungan sms, tlp, bahkan aku blok him dari fb-ku.
Eh malah Gea add aku, tapi aku gk trima. i don't wanna know abaut them anymore.
dia coba temennya yg add aku, tp ttp aq gk trima. It's hurting.
It's all clear now.
Second, I break up with one. 3 days ago. 11 Januari. it's strange, I feel nothing now.
I just don't know what to feel. It's ok, maybe I'll find "The real one" later. one or two month later. I don't know. All I know is I don't stop believin' kata Glee (hehe)
One, sempat kaget waktu aku telephone, dia nyerocos panjang lebar ttng kesibukannya, tapi langsung q cut. aku bilang " kita putus aja yah" dia lalu diam, lalu bilang "km knp lagi?"
Aku cuma bilang gk bisa lagi sama dia, dia blng kamu sdh punya yang lain y? Gak lah, bukan masalah itu.lalu dia bilang " yah, kalau km sdah tidak mau lagi, sy ndak bisa maksa" Yah, bgitulah akhirnya, kita putus. aku deg-degan. langsung lapar. sampai hari ini aku hanya ingin makan dan tidur...... Hehehehe
Third, Im so exiting cos okta bakal join d Gapura as Marketing. Lucu bgt, dia begitu banyak pertanyaan, pokoknya macem2 deh.... aku mpe bingung jawabnya.
Dia masuk mulai awal februari. I can't hardly wait!!!!
That's it
Bye for now...
Wednesday, January 5, 2011
SAVAGE GARDEN
Yohooooooo........
Q akhir2 ni tergila2 sama Savage Garden. Mengingat kenangan2 lama. Masa lalu yang begitu indah.
Yah keingat sama mama yang protes karena tiap hari gk kenal waktu aku muter Savage Garden. mama paling cerewet kalo aku sdh deket2 Tape.
"Pasti lagu "baby, baby lagi tuh?" Mama selalu ngomong gitu. Yah gitu mama nyebut To The Moon And Back-nya SG.
Aku cuman ketawa aja kalo mama sudah protes.
Hari ini q suka bgt m lagu Universe-SG, jadi q kasi link-nya biar bisa langsung di dengar.
Liriknya asyk bgt. menenangkan hati.
Aku sertakan liriknya yah?
Savage Garden ~ Universe
Well i'd like to take you as I find you
Imagine our chlothes are on the floor
Feel my carres so soft and gentle
So delicate you cry for more
But you know baby
You know baby does it right?
And you know baby does it right
*Universe inside your heart
You gotta let me know so you can be free baby
You want it so much but that is over
You don't know what you want
Put time in a capsule
Two minds consensual
Entwined to perfection
If we could
Cuddle up close
Lay on my chest now
Listen my heart beat's coming down
If you get tired you closed your eyes now
When you wake up I won't be found
Cos I know baby
I know you're the nervous kind
With so much going on your mind
THis time im gonna make you mine
You know baby, you're the one with nervous kind
*
But let me tell you that
This time I'm gonna make you mine
(I won't let you go)
Cos I know this time I'm gonna make sure I look at for me
Cause I know baby,
You know baby does it right?
You will only end up lost in loneliness
And wake up with the words already on you lips
So I'll let you go.....Baby
Nah untuk lebih asyknya, Ni vidklipnya : Savage Garden ~ Universe
Q akhir2 ni tergila2 sama Savage Garden. Mengingat kenangan2 lama. Masa lalu yang begitu indah.
Yah keingat sama mama yang protes karena tiap hari gk kenal waktu aku muter Savage Garden. mama paling cerewet kalo aku sdh deket2 Tape.
"Pasti lagu "baby, baby lagi tuh?" Mama selalu ngomong gitu. Yah gitu mama nyebut To The Moon And Back-nya SG.
Aku cuman ketawa aja kalo mama sudah protes.
Hari ini q suka bgt m lagu Universe-SG, jadi q kasi link-nya biar bisa langsung di dengar.
Liriknya asyk bgt. menenangkan hati.
Aku sertakan liriknya yah?
Savage Garden ~ Universe
Well i'd like to take you as I find you
Imagine our chlothes are on the floor
Feel my carres so soft and gentle
So delicate you cry for more
But you know baby
You know baby does it right?
And you know baby does it right
*Universe inside your heart
You gotta let me know so you can be free baby
You want it so much but that is over
You don't know what you want
Put time in a capsule
Two minds consensual
Entwined to perfection
If we could
Cuddle up close
Lay on my chest now
Listen my heart beat's coming down
If you get tired you closed your eyes now
When you wake up I won't be found
Cos I know baby
I know you're the nervous kind
With so much going on your mind
THis time im gonna make you mine
You know baby, you're the one with nervous kind
*
But let me tell you that
This time I'm gonna make you mine
(I won't let you go)
Cos I know this time I'm gonna make sure I look at for me
Cause I know baby,
You know baby does it right?
You will only end up lost in loneliness
And wake up with the words already on you lips
So I'll let you go.....Baby
Nah untuk lebih asyknya, Ni vidklipnya : Savage Garden ~ Universe
Nu Year 2011
Haiiiiiiiiii...................................Happy Nu Year 2011!!!
Telad yah?
Hahahahahaha.... Lebih baik daripada tidak sama sekali kan?
Harusnya dah mulai posting sejak tgl 1 kemaren, tapi karna modemku gk bisa2 konek, & d kantor jg lumayan sibuk, akhirnya baru sempat posting skrg.
Semingguan ini emosi naek turun. Banyak hal terjadi.
I have a little problem with MNO. Im not gonna call him that way anymore. At least now. I don't know. I think Im falling out of love.
New year eve, i send him text, he didn't reply, didn't answer my calls. 'Till 3rd January. I don't know what to say to him. He send me text said he's so sory cos he' got drunk. it's depend on me how to judge him...
I said, I don't even know how to judge.Next hour, He call me, saying things like nothing happend.
I just don't know what to say to him.
I don't know him anymore.
Now, he doesn't even text me. But that's ok. I try not to think about it. I will survive. Like always :)
Next thing, tgl 31 lalu, aku sama bosku ngomongin (curhat2n) masalah kantor, setelah makan bersama karyawan2 di Marem. Masalah karyawan2 dll. Yah, ada positifnya, intinya aku dapat harapan baru biar bisa kerja lebih semangat & ikhlas di kantor. Beliau juga ngerti keadaanku yang kadang2 kurang menyenangkan di kantor. Yah pokoknya dapat kekuatan baru dalam bekerja. Motivasi biar jadi lebih baik. Kita jg ngomongin ketertarikan beliau mengajak Okta gabung di Gapura. Mmg sedikit beresiko, karena dulu okta pernah kecewa dgn beliau karena bu Tia ingin berhenti. Tapi setelah liat Okta masuk melamar, dia gk jadi berhenti... Kita jg ngomongin ttg masa depan perusahaan. Beliau percaya ma aq, mw ngirim Q training ke Jakarta, tapi aq menolak karena aq gk mau ada yg berprasangka buruk sama Q.
Malam tahun baru aku m Okta ngobrol mpe pagi. Lumayan, banyak hal yg di obrolin, aq jadi tau klo ternyata dia khawartir ttng aku. soalnya aq setipe ma dia klo stres. Hehehehe.. Sekarang aku hati2 klo ngomongin kerjaan sama Okta. Takut dia kecewa lagi. Dia masih saja menyebutku bodoh; manusia ter"munafik" di dunia, ddl.
I was. I just don't wanna hurt my own feeling by hurting anyone.
Yah... Sebenarnya Q hanya melindungi diriku sendiri. Bukan bermaksud mengalah. Aq hanya tak ingin orang lain memperlakukanku secara tidak baik, makanya aq mencoba sekuat tenaga menerima, mengalah, & diam demi menyenangkan orang lain.
Kalau masalah "munafik" (dalam Al-Qur'an tuh dosa paling besar!!!) ; misalnya karena aq gk mau bikin orang kecewa dengan pendapatku, aku juga sering mengorbankan perasaanku berkata "Im Okay" but the truth is "I'm not Okay" tersenyum tapi menangis dalam hati. Pokoknya apa yang ada di luar sangat bertolak belakang. Itulah yang bikin Q sangat percaya sama kalimat "Don't Judge A Book By Its Cover"
But tahun ini, Q mau lebih jujur pada diriku and orang lain. Apapun akibatnya.
Okay.... Just see what will happen!
See you when I see you
Riryn__
Telad yah?
Hahahahahaha.... Lebih baik daripada tidak sama sekali kan?
Harusnya dah mulai posting sejak tgl 1 kemaren, tapi karna modemku gk bisa2 konek, & d kantor jg lumayan sibuk, akhirnya baru sempat posting skrg.
Semingguan ini emosi naek turun. Banyak hal terjadi.
I have a little problem with MNO. Im not gonna call him that way anymore. At least now. I don't know. I think Im falling out of love.
New year eve, i send him text, he didn't reply, didn't answer my calls. 'Till 3rd January. I don't know what to say to him. He send me text said he's so sory cos he' got drunk. it's depend on me how to judge him...
I said, I don't even know how to judge.Next hour, He call me, saying things like nothing happend.
I just don't know what to say to him.
I don't know him anymore.
Now, he doesn't even text me. But that's ok. I try not to think about it. I will survive. Like always :)
Next thing, tgl 31 lalu, aku sama bosku ngomongin (curhat2n) masalah kantor, setelah makan bersama karyawan2 di Marem. Masalah karyawan2 dll. Yah, ada positifnya, intinya aku dapat harapan baru biar bisa kerja lebih semangat & ikhlas di kantor. Beliau juga ngerti keadaanku yang kadang2 kurang menyenangkan di kantor. Yah pokoknya dapat kekuatan baru dalam bekerja. Motivasi biar jadi lebih baik. Kita jg ngomongin ketertarikan beliau mengajak Okta gabung di Gapura. Mmg sedikit beresiko, karena dulu okta pernah kecewa dgn beliau karena bu Tia ingin berhenti. Tapi setelah liat Okta masuk melamar, dia gk jadi berhenti... Kita jg ngomongin ttg masa depan perusahaan. Beliau percaya ma aq, mw ngirim Q training ke Jakarta, tapi aq menolak karena aq gk mau ada yg berprasangka buruk sama Q.
Malam tahun baru aku m Okta ngobrol mpe pagi. Lumayan, banyak hal yg di obrolin, aq jadi tau klo ternyata dia khawartir ttng aku. soalnya aq setipe ma dia klo stres. Hehehehe.. Sekarang aku hati2 klo ngomongin kerjaan sama Okta. Takut dia kecewa lagi. Dia masih saja menyebutku bodoh; manusia ter"munafik" di dunia, ddl.
I was. I just don't wanna hurt my own feeling by hurting anyone.
Yah... Sebenarnya Q hanya melindungi diriku sendiri. Bukan bermaksud mengalah. Aq hanya tak ingin orang lain memperlakukanku secara tidak baik, makanya aq mencoba sekuat tenaga menerima, mengalah, & diam demi menyenangkan orang lain.
Kalau masalah "munafik" (dalam Al-Qur'an tuh dosa paling besar!!!) ; misalnya karena aq gk mau bikin orang kecewa dengan pendapatku, aku juga sering mengorbankan perasaanku berkata "Im Okay" but the truth is "I'm not Okay" tersenyum tapi menangis dalam hati. Pokoknya apa yang ada di luar sangat bertolak belakang. Itulah yang bikin Q sangat percaya sama kalimat "Don't Judge A Book By Its Cover"
But tahun ini, Q mau lebih jujur pada diriku and orang lain. Apapun akibatnya.
Okay.... Just see what will happen!
See you when I see you
Riryn__
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